I used to be a very active blogger. I used to have so many things to talk about. Or maybe I used to have so many masa lapang? ^_^
Anyway I just released my solo EP, titled "Learning You" and to be frank I haven't really promoted it. I got to be honest that it's more difficult if you need to think all by yourself, it's all you doing the music, the marketing and many other things. But the thing that I like the most about what I'm doing now is I get to do my music without pressure. I got the privilege to be honest, to be myself. I don't really need to be hypocrite. When I write a song, it is when I have something to say. If I do something new or different, it is because I want to do so, I want to explore more.
When I was back in KL, sometimes we artistes will go on tour, perform at different places. Wearing sunglasses, trying to look like a celebrity, act like a celebrity, acting like we are the "IN" thing at that moment. Most of the time I don't see 'art' in the artistes. But tulah, masing-masing dengan cara, tujuan dan perjuangan sendiri. I have no right to judge anyone.
So why am I doing what I'm doing now? Why am I writing songs, why am I performing? I think one of the reason is I am challenging myself, I'm proving myself to do what I dream. I'm learning life, I keep telling myself that. How is life suppose to be? Am I suppose to do that or do this. I keep thinking and thinking. You might want to tell me how to live our life, you might want to give me your 2 cents, your ideas, but then...think again.
